22. Opening Up To People

As long as I can remember, I’ve had issues opening up to people. With my first crush, I told my friend and she betrayed that trust by telling him. It took me a long time and only until college before I felt willing enough to even start talking about boys to friends. When I was little, opinions and arguments were considered ‘disobedience’, and I was often beaten for trying to advocate for myself or, in some cases, tell my mom’s boyfriend why I didn’t think he should be around. Even telling facts was off-limits for that segment. In 6th and … Continue reading 22. Opening Up To People

9. Untimely Demises

WARNING: This post is about Suicide and how it has affected myself and the people around me. I am not suicidal, but if you or someone you know is or may be at risk, here’s the hotline for the US. Judgement free, confidential, and available 24/7. 1-800-273-8255. What do we say to the God of Death? Not today. – Syrio Forel I didn’t want to name this post “suicide” or anything. I don’t want people to think I’m looking for attention, so I want to start off by first making sure you guys know I’m not suicidal, and I’ve never been … Continue reading 9. Untimely Demises

7. Teachers

I went to preschool, and I remember a few things, like going on a field trip to a farm, and forgetting my swimsuit when we had a pool party at school. I also refused to take naps but somehow ended up waking up. In kindergarten, my teacher’s name was Mrs. Hayhurst. Her hair was blond, and I loved her. I remember going to show and tell and I don’t remember what I brought, but some other kid brought in a rattlesnake rattle and it was one of the coolest things I had ever seen. We took pictures of our garden … Continue reading 7. Teachers

4. Where I Started With Role Play

I live for role play. That childhood time where I played ‘pretend’ with my friends, ahh, the good ol’ days. Back then, I was very much a director type of role. You could even say bossy when it came to creating elaborate stories. It worked very well with my friends, because I was always willing to play the part of the villain. Van Helsing the movie from 2004 had a huge influence on me when I was 8. After that, it was nothing but vampires, and werewolves, and supernatural creatures for me to play as. Tag turned into a vampire … Continue reading 4. Where I Started With Role Play