14. Reflection #1

This is just a little bit of a reflection on my previous um, reflections. I just want to let you know what my thoughts are on this blog so far. I’m really happy I started writing this. A lot of this has never been spoken, or written prior to this blog. Well, none of it has been written, but very little of this has been spoken. Some of these topics, like #11 (Surf-shop And Cauldron) and #5 (My Life Injuries (Physical)) are very close to me. I’ve spoken of #11 to therapists, to friends, but they’ve all received the watered … Continue reading 14. Reflection #1

13. Alex the Magician

I’ve been talking about my relationships with people, familial, friends, loves, but there is one person I’ve placed into all three categories. Meet Alex the Magician. Obviously, he’s not a magician, but the title felt fitting, because it’s a mystery how he has made it into all three categories. I’m very particular about who I associate myself with. An online presence is easier to maintain surface-level relationships. Yes, I’d consider a lot of people my friends. All of those people are from my Twitch channel. But only one person has made me love them. Let me clarify, because that sounds like I’m … Continue reading 13. Alex the Magician

12. Social Limits

Everyone has their limits. Some are tolerant until they aren’t anymore, or have patience for things until they lose it, and others are social until they can’t be. “You’re too shy.” “Come out of your cave.” “Why don’t you like to have fun?” “What’s wrong with you?” No joke, some people think it’s wrong to not be interested in going out to a college party, or a sports game. Some people believe that just because you are different from them, that something is wrong. That’s a very general observation from me, let me be specific. I’ve been around people who … Continue reading 12. Social Limits

11. The Surf-shop and Cauldron

We’re going to go over one of my least favorite, but more important experiences with my mom. Keep in mind, I was about 11 at the time. It was summer. And I was absolutely terrified and unafraid in the same day. You see, my mom was a paranoid schizophrenic with a long history of requiring medication in order for her to function. Those meds also had side effects, which included a lot of counteractive medication. Meds for her meds, if you will. Long story short, she stopped taking the medication, and began acting erratically, oddly, and making weird comments about … Continue reading 11. The Surf-shop and Cauldron

10. Nikradical Writing Skillz

Stick that in your essay and print it. – Nikradical, 2018 Uh, I don’t know what to write. I literally started writing a post. For my blog. About writing. And don’t know what to write. Oh, I know! I love to write, a lot. I love to write a lot. In 12th grade, my English teacher gave us a pre-writing assignment prior to our upcoming video project. This assignment was meant to be a warm-up for the video project. Anyways. The criteria for the assignment was to write a 2-3 page short story. We needed to write about war with … Continue reading 10. Nikradical Writing Skillz