I woke up this morning with an odd sense of anger. I’m not a fan of bottling my emotions, so I try to ease them out through creation. When I’m angry, I write scenes of confrontation, and today I doodled in orange and reds. I painted a sketch of a fire-breathing wyrm, maybe a sillouette of Kylo Ren about to strike someone down like his introductory scene in The Force Awakens or something. But then I grew frustrated from that because I hate drawing humanoids. Lack of practice and experience makes me lose patience when I can’t get proportions to … Continue reading 4/16/2021

Lately, it feels like I’ve been working, sleeping, eating, and occasionally hanging out with friends. I haven’t been streaming much, so sorry about that. I feel kind of guilty about it, yet at the same time it would feel like a lie if I said I have been trying to stream. I enjoy the simplicity and routine in what I’ve been having. Although I’ve also had bursts of intuition and inspiration about people; the world. I’ve been making more mental notes about people and their behaviors. It’s nothing damning, and nothing I would ever use against them. It’s small things, … Continue reading 3/7/2021

Last night, I had the worst migraine I’ve ever had. I could hardly work, nothing could relieve the pressure or help. I wasn’t dehydrated, but I have a very good idea as to what started it. Yesterday was my Monday, I thought I was to work 10PM to 6AM. I forgot that my manager asked me to work 7PM-1AM instead last week. So, I get a text asking if I’m still coming in or not, I realize my mistake and rush over to work. By the time I get there, I’m living in a pure panic. I’m an hour late … Continue reading August 15th, 2020

I made a friend! I haven’t made one in gosh, 5, maybe 6 years? Hard to believe it’s been 7 years since I first went to college, but anyways let’s not get into how old that makes me feel. My new friend. Her name’s “Emma”, I work with her. She’s pretty chill, and super relateable. She lives alone and has a cat; bonus points for being a geek/nerd. She’s just the kind of person I would hang out with in high school and college. She’s a few years older than me, but it’s nice to have someone I’m physically around … Continue reading New Friend!